The life of looking into perceptions

While I was taking a stroll between two train stations which was a narrow pavement just beneath the shadows covered and supported by the pillars. Some strange thoughts just kept my head spinning. It is as if I was trying to exploit my analogy of typical human behavior and the curiousity regarding strange encounters. The fact that people are given one life to live and many are afraid of death especially with incurable illness. We all know we will all age one day and leave this world eventually and everytime we think of death, some either think nothing else really matters while some others think about their family’s, loved ones and the people whom they cherish whom are still living.

We all live different kind of lifestyles, there are some whom will have lots of friends but few or no real friends whom understand the slightest of them while some has very little but a few real close pals with them through their lifes. Besides friendship and family background, different passions, career goals and religions. There’s a very important thing which most of us do not know which are the inffuences that orbits around us without us knowing and part of the network is our “key”. Why do I say so? each and everyone of our friends/family/teachers/pet/significant items/relationship plays an important role in our lifes regardless of how their being played or used.

Imagine if you’re in a world where you see pictures everywhere in a meseum where journalist and archeologist gather to gain knowledge on the evidence of historical origins. Somehow you managed to walk into this special room where you see picture’s framed up nicely and aligned beautifully.. And their about your own life, your friends, family, wifes/husband , pets and whatever there is inside. A gallery of everything you’ve experienced throughout your life perhabs when you’re 70 years old? Certainly all this are just abstracts of your life speculated by the things that happens around our life, I’m sure some people wouldn’t mind a life without meaning and therefore allow anything or everything to happen in their lifes. While some do… lets face it again shall we?

So, everyday when we look at ourself’s in the mirror.. we see our reflection. We aren’t happy with ourselfs at times because we desire for greater wealth,love,power,knowledge,friends and the rest. We must deal with it, choices belongs to us and our goals? we have to make sacrifices to gain happiness.. We never know when we will die but if we keep on looking at others people’s life and not our own, we’ll never be able to get over with it and before we know it, we’re already long dead.

We say that people don’t really know us..
But do we really know who we are?
Do we really know what to do now?

There are many time frames within people’s bonds, perhabs the lifetime of which between two friends can last before great humility and anger befalls on them through time alone. Why’s that so? people each have different emotions and powers that could tarnish one’s own view point easily. A moment of anger could cause someone’s or a group/mass amount of people to think differently of you through mere gossips, it’s a sad thing that sometimes people refuse to acknowledge you for whom you were before.

Even as you try hard to endure what people’s negative belief’s against you, sometimes as humans, we would tend to blow up through our mere limits fighting for our ownself. In return, we’ll only end up getting more and more trash that grows heavier everyday till we’re fusioned with fury and junctioned with the bottomless hatred we perceive over time. The solution that many people have been trying to talk things out will not work, for emotions has it’s own form of physical image’s which is normally dessipated from an fire extinguisher. We can’t understand one another if we choose not to, we have the power as humans to transform someone’s elses thoughts and idea’s into something good or evil.

Let’s face it neutrally shall we? an example of the typical ones whom think that just by pretending and being superficial, they won’t get into any trouble at all. But those are just delussions which are created by them, there’s no sincerity involved in the process of this relationship/friendship. Just by protecting themselves *a shield* they speak not with their hearts but with their minds.

Listen to your partner
Slow to speak
Swift destruction

Rather than putting up with the supernatural beings that we do face in our everyday life’s. Those whom are also known to be our double sided concious whom we meet through our first encounters a very long time ago. The thoughts we that are speared within the heart just seemed to vary between a certain range. We aren’t able to see what we’re not supposed to, even while our dreams seem to last as we will eventually meet some of them through the process of dejavu effect. The mind works with the heart, ever fell in love with someone before?

Tranquility and peace in our hearts will only grow when we harmonize our desires with the right concious. We need not be of softhearted when it comes to having choices in life, perhabs for the majority many will suffer from being forced to act against their own will due to the strainless amount of energy they drive into useless activities in their daily life.

Through endless sufferings, people will experience a great turmoil of events whereby he or she will be in control of his/her own existence. True enough it works for some, especially those whom see things at a different angle, the truth is that many do find their purpose but aren’t willing to show others that it is their wish to change instead to cling on with nonsensical believes that their reality lies in a fake world where energy is not flowed in the right path and are distorted all around.

Experience dosen’t make a human stronger or smarter.. Only to a certain extend that is up to self-satisfaction
Still many people whom think their smart are just a bunch of fools who do not know what they are doing.
Overconfident/Pride/Envy/Jealousy/Lust/ , still a sin is a sin.

Strong people with a kind heart exist for the weaker souls.

The life of issac newton taught me this when I was a little kid,
Only that which a being knows and controls his concious with both the mind and the heart to see a different future.

I would like to write a post regarding people’s individual intellect, being able to sense the thoughts of other people’s body language just by observing on the exterior surface. Some might judge based on self instincts while some will gather solid proof of their actions before deciding to judge them.

The truth about most people is that, people don’t really know what is changing in their daily life less they reflect on themselves every night before they sleep. Or otherwise, these people are those whom tend to try thinking more and more or time travelling back into a different time and talk to their past concious *refer this as talking to the me whom I was a few years back* , we should try seeing the big picture ahead of us several years down the road and not thinking what if?

People see reality as if life was all dramatic in their everyday life which either makes it interesting or boring. We choose what kind of life we want to live and there’s no exception in rights and wrong when we are well-aware of our thoughts which resides in ourselves which tells us this would be “interesting” if I did it just once or tried it. With the thounsand and one and even more lifestyles people can manifest just by thinking of. I’m really indulge into the word “adapting in all possibilities”, (Dreams are like stars, you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny.)

We are indeed interesting as humans, especially those who has the heart of a diehard materialized attitude. And we all know, all things will come to pass one day. As we have our own limitations, its only right that we do what’s best for us and live on and on through boring times/exciting times/painful times/ and all..

We can’t control what we are not suppose to such as “time”
With this I shall end this post here, will update more soon.

Somewhere, some point of time in our life’s, we will meet surely meet obstacles. However big or small one can turn out to be, we always set a certain date whereby we will remember this certain particular memory or a point of time when we feel true freedom without any hassle of the wrong state of mind that people call obstructions.

When we encounter greater trials in life,  sometime’s we confide and issolate ourselves to our own inner darker secrets such as being even more concious of how we feel and how we take effect of the things around us. Some would tend to build up a certain proection/barrier by expressing their emotions in an unusual way while some don’t.

Reflecting on our own past we are reminded of aweful and ugly memories building up negative energy not just for our ownselves but to the people whom around us. The truth is that waypoints exist as an illusion in our hearts. Being able to go back in time or being able to travel into the future or rather, to be able to feel like an adult when we were a child and having that faith that it should not fail no matter what circumstances. A strong desire to become that of which, only when we know we really do, we unlock and break the momemtum of our own resolve.

Unlike the 4th dimension where waypoints really do exist, travelling in time back and forth through a time machine is like so easy, and even travelling through other parallel worlds of other transverse universes. Unless it really do exist one day, a lot of different possibilities and obellivion destruction may occur. Sometimes I really ponder about 4th dimensional beings, are they a lot more civilised than 3 dimensional beings whom borned with sin and evilness.

Each of us have different waypoints in life whereby we see a difference in our everday life, just like saving todays memories and storing the value of it based on how it have moved us. We could even plan our waypoints despite uncertainty such as death, planning waypoints and changing our own fate? that depends truely on how we want our life to be. Even if it is senseless to one’s ownself, it all depends on how important it means to us. Some are driven by emotions such as such that when an problem occur, only then will they be able to visualise what castrophy might occur in their life’s. And they are motivated by it, but before their battle had even began, their old ways came back again.

By setting a waypoint in our life’s we will slowly find out whom we really are and our purpose here.

Most of us have heard of this unseen 4th dimension, but what is it that we humans observe about this highier dimension that we are unable to study with our five or six sense’s. Light in the form electromagnetic force , gravitational forces and nuclear forces are some of the common forces we are able to comprehend through the magnificent discovery by the great professors and physict’s in our presnt world today.

The third dimension that we are living in today is specifically proven by lots of theory’s that any three dimensional object has a length,breath,width. The 4th dimension is subjected into different various forms of energy, perhabs an energy way smaller than any particles in our universe. Even with the best equipments, nonetheless a failure in manipulating these forces.

If the world existed without time, people who lived would not age at all and thus people could live on and on forever less they will killed. If height didn’t existed, people would be like squares, or circles moving like a shadow on the floor or maybe being invisible. Sometimes we picture ourselves as the birds, hovering in the air like the eagles and we would wonder, is this really all?

Like a balloon which floats in space, it never stops. Just like time and how it relates to space and the revolution of the earth that circles round the moon. Isn’t it wonderful knowing that such a force like the moon’s revolutionary force spinning round and round in space and in the view of our eyes changing shapes in our night-sky everyday. Truely this force is still limited in the eyes of great foretellers and predictions of doomsday whenceforth.

There could be strange phenomena that occur every now and then. When we truely start to think as if our earth isn’t normal and that everything goes by fate through astrologers, we would somehow not be living it to the fullest. We indeed should live or life with a purpose, we would not want to wait and procrastinate as though the word “Time” is a factor of destiny. When we have the right state of mind, we’re concious and every little steps we choose  even as we open ourselves up to the mystery’s of this little world we live in. We need not follow the laws of our own ugly nature that sets our concious unlocked forever under the seabed.

We should believe that our potentials and intelligence aren’t limited or learnt from the books alone but rather, to perceieve greater intelligence , we should open ourselves up to greather inffluences.

Will power is indeed the first key in self-motivation.

We live in a world whereby we meet new people in our everyday life. We deal with people with different attitudes and characters be it our parents, collegues, friends, loved ones and so on forth. Now the problem is, what is the difference between how we react to the non provisional ones. That could be how we deal with collegues or our best friends/childhood friends. It lies with the anability to speak with a truthful & sincere tone.

When we talk to our parents and seek for guidiance or our boss, we show a specific side of ourself that reserves the word ”respect”. But in most cases as the years pass and when humans begin to mature more each year, the innocence within one gets lesser and lesser. People in other words “evolved” , hence changing their ways of how they want things to be.

Even so, when we look around us at the people whom we find of great implicit personality. We all do have our own expectations and ideal’s that is just so different. People change their idea’s over the years thinking about whats best for them and how they can improve as time goes by.

Think about stiring up a conversation with a friend that just does not agree with your way of doing things and get him convinced by instigating your thoughts with his in a way whereby he or she benefits out of it and slowly assemble up the pieces back together telling him how magnificent the results can be.

Bonds only diminish when people start to argue on what the majority decides, ironically people are people and they only find themselves in a world of their own. Not really being concious in whatever they do or even planning anything out in their everyday life. They follow the sets of routine day by day not knowing that they could achieve something greater.

“It’s always better to look at every angle rather than a point.”

There are probably about a fraction of what we want to do a day but we never seem to be able to achieve it. Sometimes our thoughts are drawn in to the unimportant things or it could be just another dream we wanna accomplish. But it might not be something great at the end of the lines waiting for us. Whereas such powerful goals that we wanted to achieve were something a lot harder than we thought of. Sometimes we even think of whats the whole world up to? most probably when we look at such people, their thoughts and actions are all different. The character of each individual speaks for itself, sometimes they form groups and company for those that believes in the one same thing alone. We aren’t drawn toward this circle for some of us. We are either unable to cope with the level of concentration needed or hence otherwise , we are just a whole lot capable to accomplishing it that it doesn’t seem to be what we are looking for. People relate to jobs and classify them as easy/hard, its just the way it is that people are. Drawn in to the system itself, the system is created by people of the top levels in society. Its really impossible sometimes for people to communicate without having the need to show their capabilities and judgmental certs. I wouldn’t say an underling has such intelligence but there are some who still decides it for themselves.

We question ourselves like this.. “Hey how did I spend my day today?” and in the bible there’s a verse which tells us that we reap what we sow
Dejavu is an unforeseen truth at times…

Years after years have passed as the world have been constantly advancing  gradually in terms of technology over the years, with pro efficient doctors and highly skilled labor in today’s society. Who would have known that this would all be possible with ingenious scientist and inventors from all over the world. It would save the life’s of many people at the cost of a life-time savings perhaps. Even so as we are constantly learning about more and more each day, the ultimate goal can never be reached.

Such is the fact “Immunity” is certainly something which we all know as a defender of virus. Like some of us these days living in modern days, we have this particular injection in our life’s when we were young and this vaccine used on us enables us to fight the bad bacteria or bad cells away from our body keeping us healthy and less prone to sickness. Some are boned with natural high immunity that fights away almost any sickness or illness.

What’s the meaning of a decoyed immutable being? , Its those people whom are classified as being able to a stand alone and show a shaded self of their own.  Instead of being so straight forward. These are the ones who are willing to decoy themselves to show a mystical side of them. The reason why it relates back to “ingenious inventors” is to due to being an experimentalist among experimentalist. Its not really easy to understand the vast amount of curiosity one human can see in dept , but knowing whats impossible makes it hard to believe at times. Things can always be re-written all the time, just like this post, the definition of fate is believed that “balance is inevitable” But it can be seen else wise as an appointment time of truth when you begin revealing whats unknown by being the “eye”

It’s believed that immunity is ones that go against the flow of possessiveness – Daniel Tan

My mother held my hands as I walked by her side towards the market on 14th march 1996 when I was six years old, we used to live in a 3 room flat situated at bukit gombak “368″. It was a Saturday morning. The sun glamored around the shadows of my feet which always tire me out and always causing me to feel tired after walking 200m away from where we lived.

Back then life was very simple, I used to play with simple toys such as lego’s and those animated figures that sells for a dollar and they are randomly discharged off a machine that has has a toggle which whenever its turned in an anti-clockwise manner.

What are dreams? its what we perceive through time and within a willpower which tells us what we feel happy utmost. Blocks are really simple tools just like art, we tell stories that sometimes touch the heart of other people. It’s somewhat like magic but no, its words which people play with and many writers out there have these powers to change peoples thoughts and even save many peoples life with words alone. We follow what we think of, if its something good to us we will do our best for it providing we do not sell ourselves to slavery over what we do in the process of going towards the ultimate goal. However as humans its likewise for us to think of procrastinations when we seek out things in the easiest manner. Despite those words of being self-centered , I would choose to follow mom’s advice which echoed in my ears “do something you love” , but many of a times I would wonder what it really means to me. Finding out what I love? how would I know what it is? simply its not that complex as we all should struggle to find out. Simply by saying ever since young what have you ever loved doing, what kind of games , perhaps monopoly? card games etc this could lead you to an accountant? business sales person? or something bigger like a “CEO”. You do not do whats the best out there but you do what you are good at, a career can never be a passion , however a passion can become a career even if its not too great. One can only manifest after he or she has accomplished task by task till a certain point in life when things can grow.

my insights for today is to believe and have instincts , ideals..  “they will definitely lead you somewhere”
think and imagine beyond the boundaries of inventions.